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Fri Feb 20, 2015, 9:44 PM

Hey everyone! I've been kind of dead for awhile and I just wanted to apologize for it!

Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Yay Hurray) [V2] 

As usual I've been kind of stressed about life stuff lately and I haven't been as active as I always want to be :/ I just can't seem to kick this funk I've been trapped in for a long time and it's been hard completing all these requests.

My lack of motivation has been hurting really bad lately because of poor self esteem issues ONCE AGAIN .__.
Lovely Shoujo (Pretty Please) [V3] 

BUT HAPPY DEVIANTART BIRTHDAY TO MEEE!!



I managed to stay on this page for 5 years!
 Yui Hirasawa (Castanets Dance) [V1] Dance KFC Chicken Dance (Want some) [V1] Squee! dance Pants Man Dance GIF KFC Chicken Dance (Uh-huh uh-huh) KFC Chicken Dance (I luv dis) [V1] Kudryavka Noumi Kud (Masato Dance) [V10] Dancing Pumkin head 2  bunneh icon12 let me show you the dance of my people Dancing Pumkin head 3 Haruka Saigusa (Masato Dance) [V10] MEMEME Bunny Emoji-13 (Love Spread Dance) [V1] Handsome Squidward Dance Nick pole dancing XD Dance Fool Emoji-32 (Crazy Dance) [V3] Dancing Pumkin head 5 Chica's New Method (Chat Icon) Lovely Shoujo (Lovely Heart Dance) [V4] Dancing Mullet Guy the dance of my people Jensen Ackles Dance Exit? 3 The Spine dances EXO : Yixing Dance Adam (Dance) [V2] TK (High Tension Dance) [V1]

Errr-- anyway... haha



I got a little carried away there XD

It's really sad to me, I suppose, that I feel like I've wasted so much time in the end. Like, I've never really got to focus on the comic I've always wanted to write...

Every day that passes by, it feels like I'm slowly walking away from the thing that really made me happy and excited to remember and growing into this sort of... never-ending nightmare.

I know that's pretty dark and stupid thing to say, but it's just that lately it's been very hard to not feel that way.

Like I'm almost turning into some kind of robot as the rest of my family suffers from. :/

Maybe it's because their lack of encouragement?... I don't even know anymore .__.

So I'm like sensitive and such XD long-story-short!

I HAVE ISSUES AND I NEED TISSUES LEL-- Laugh LOL



AND NOW FOR WHAT YOU'RE MOST LIKELY LOOKING FOR~



Your question probably is: "Where da heck is my artz yo?"

My answer: Most of them are pretty close to finishing, I just didn't expect to end up getting so many ;__; I'm actually a little stressed out from that too because I want to impress all of you...

More words that you can skip:



I really hope you guys actually like my art... I'm starting to feel like most of you will leave once you get your chibi...

I don't even know and it's bad to make assumptions, but I really do appreciate you guys. I really do.

Like I said before, I can't shake off the negative feeling I've gotten myself into lately.

All I really want to do is write my comic I love so much and finally get it out of my system. I guess the main reason why it's so hard for me to get over this situation is because that I lost my original document that had all of my concept works, story boards, characters, and pretty much EVERYTHING I needed to make it flawless in my own eyes. I even checked it with 3 popular writers and each of them said that it all connects really well and it's well written... I've put literally blood, sweat and tears into that thing for over 800 pages (front and back) of story and concept work... That's 1600 pages worth of content that I was told it was good. That's really it though. I remember a good amount of it, but it's not... right? I feel so useless without it and I've had this thing for YEARS. I don't even know anymore... I want to write it so badly but I feel so lost without my content folders.

I guess that's enough of me being sappy sad face anyway

But thank you everyone for staying for so long!!



Like I said before! I really appreciate you guys! I love it when I see my watchers paying attention to my content! Anything as simple as favorites and comments really makes me excited and happy! The more activity I get, the more things I would love to make for all of you!!

Stay strong and don't be like me and let everything mess with your head! Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Senpai notice me) [V3]

  • Listening to: Ra Ra Riot
  • Watching: Sailor Moon
  • Playing: Fatal Frame II Crimson Butterfly

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:iconparastatic:
Parastatic Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2014  Student Filmographer
Thank you so much! :D
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The-Livewriter Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2014
Looks like I'm the first to say this:  Happy Birthday!  May it be an awesome one.
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Parastatic Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2014  Student Filmographer
Oh my thank you very much! :D
And I did have a good one xD
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding Improvement Meme 1999 - 2013 to your favorites. I'm glad you like my art :)
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Parastatic Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014  Student Filmographer
Of course, no problem!

Your art continues to inspire me to help me improve my own!
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Ploopie Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2014   Digital Artist
Heya!
I'm just passing by to say thank you so much for the watch! :dummy:
It is really appreciated and I'm glad you liked my artworks and I hope I wont disappoint with my future works.
Have a wonderful day! :heart:
~Caroline
Animated Love Monkey :iconthankyoububble:
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wolfgirl501 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the Llama!:D
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Parastatic Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Student Filmographer
Llama Emoji-02 (Blush) [V1] No problem <3
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding I was broken to your collections. I'm happy that you like it :la:
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Parastatic Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Student Filmographer
It was really beautiful! It brought up some old memories, but it reminded me of how I was able to overcome them, as well, with art. Even though my art is terrible, drawing always helped me pull through my depression.
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